My heart filling with Question marks!!

I don't know how to describe my feeling right now! As I hope it can last forever!! -The End-

Peace!! XD

I hate him but I miss him

None related post with you!! But I was so into writing this post just only for you!! But why are you so ignoring me!! I really not in the mood to make you comfortable. Anyway I freaking miss you!!

I hate you because you don't even miss me!! I'm so moody and I really need you when I say I need you!! God, just give this chance to let me catch his weak heart? Perhaps you'll need sometime to get to know each other well?? I just want to let you know, You are totally in my heart now! I can't stop myself just to thinking about you . Sigh!! I wanna cry now!!

Bloody ME!!

No idea at all... In this moment, I felt I'm so sad !! Could anyone just tell me, Why I'm so ignoring to be a normal one when people so looking down at me??? Even my family and friends they say I'll never success??? I don't wanna prove anything to them, just to believe myself I wanna be slim too! Will they just stop talking nonsense to me because I'll cry inside my heart when ever they say it!!

I wish I never be born like this, this is not I wish to!! Fat girls never be the same like the normal ones? Yes exactly for this who already set up the rules!! NO FAT GIRLS allow!! No priority to you!! You Fatty Boom Boom!! That's me I'm mentioning! Sigh!! Bloody mood and I wanna have vacation!! Please!! Just let me be normal!! I wanna work so hard to be slim!! My heart are now filling with fat's and tears who already surrounded it long time!! ARggghhhh!!

A bloody none cheerful day for me!! -End- Good night!!

5 things I hate about "X"

Today really damm no mood~ Actually it was few day past since Monday, I was very unhappy with the work I'm having right now!! Why on earth I love complaining so much since this is not a big deal??

I know people who read this post of mine definitely will piss off. Who cares? I have my priority so I have my right to release my tension!

Totally fed-up with my darn job!! I'm totally depress and I can't think a lot of things!! Last year, I was just ok and fine with my job. And now what I get is just complains about my speed of the job! WTF!! Please!! I'm just a human , I'm not robot! Please do abuse me so much!! This is nothing to do with my Period. Just spread my WTF mouth here!!

5 things I hate about "X"
1. Phone picking really make me sucks(I only have 2 hands, please treat me as human).
2. Make my life easier if you don't disturb me.
3. Kindly don't rush me, because I'm just a human, not a dog.
4. I know I'm always wrong, please try to listen to me when I'm telling the facts.
5. Don't ask me to translate for you because my english also very bad(don't blame if you don't understand what I try to tell you).

This above is just my stressing facts. Please ignore it, if you don't like this and do press CTLR+F4.

There's lot to spread it out from future post, if I can remember. Ok folks! This is it! Chaoz!!

Moody sunday

I'm so desperate!! Because my old laptop is going to say bye bye to me!! :( Totally upset and no mood to go anywhere!!

Since I get my p1w1max, I though I can enjoy my days to update my blog and I couldn't believe its restart since I found it last week!! Is there anyway I can solve this problem???

I can't afford a new laptop now since I'm over used my money for the trip!! I really damm broke now!! Please la... let me save more money to buy a laptop please!!

I hope I can earn money from blogging!! Please!! I'm begging it(Do I sound like a beggar??)!! Sigh!!!

Another thing, I'm damm moody was my friend(can't mention "his" name). He totally no reply for my plan to go Bali next year!! I don't know when he will reply me and give me exactly the date to go for the trip. And guess what? I really damm piss off already, sigh I felt like canceling with them!! Sigh!! This is really screws up mood!! F*CK

What the h*ll is going on??? I really felt my bad luck is back for me since I didn't do anything wrong?? Sigh!!! Making me piss off~~~ 1 more last thing is~~ I didn't win the tickets to go for the Toy Story 3~~ Sigh!! Really make me more upset today!! Totally, fierce off my face!!

I can't relax for my weekends, I need to solve everything else. But I know this is just a small matter, but I really no mood to blog anything interesting!! Sh*t

Friend become Enermy? B*tch Style

Critic is a bad word. I can't imagine myself doing this again. Therefore, I don't think I can't critic or curse people with a bad heart of mine can let a person reserved something bad for them self but I can't sure "GOD" saw what we did!

This is the second post I'm going to scold a person. I damm up sad with a person who totally misunderstand with me so much!! What did is just small matter this morning when during the working hour, I can't believe B*tch did a stupid style that b*tch rather passed information to a third party and don't want to pass it to me straight. As this is what happen, the information was wrong when the third party passed the wrong information and I have to done the stupid thing all over again and pass back to the B*tch through email!! I can't believe that the B*tch is so nuts, can't B*tch just leave me alone instead of giving me so much problem and issues!! She's trying to put all over a lot of mistake that something I make, but what I can tell is "No One Is Perfect"!! Now, I really need to aware a lot of thing while I'm working in any important work that related with that B*tch!!

Try to imagine, one day you have a b*tch treating you like a dog what can you do beside to be patient? I really hope one day b*tch will realize what b*tch did in the past and never make people get anger with b*tch? I realize B*tch don't friends (B*tch just hang around in my department and she's don't hang out with other people) Poor thing!! :P

Holy Sh*t.. Smelly Pig ☹

This is really making nuts now! I really 'BEH TAHAN' the guy who staying with me in the company hostel!
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URGH~~~ Why can't he just stop smoking inside the house?? Man... Please stop smoking, I don't wanna get kill so soon!!
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I'm so allergic with those f*cking smokes that blows around the house, and it will blow till up my room! Well, I don't talk to him much! But, why can't he have the 'sense of humour' in his mind, while he never think people who stay with him that can smell the stinky smelly f*cking smoke that blows around the house!!
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'DARN'
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PLEASE FORGIVE MY RUDENESS! I REALLY 'BEH TAHAN' WITH THIS 'GUY'
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STUPID FELLA!! I DON'T WANT TO DIE SO FAST!! HELP
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PHRASE OF THE DAY : 'BEH TAHAN' - CAN'T STAND IT ANYMORE